Post by Deleted on May 22, 2019 7:57:11 GMT -5
What doesn't kill you
makes you stronger
She was a fool and she knew it, but there was nothing that she could do about it now. She could no constantly tell her mother that she was right because by now Isolde knew exactly what she was talking about and Izzy just had to eat a lot of crow for the next few weeks. She didn't like it, she didn't want to, but it was life and it was where she was finding herself at that moment. Her mother had never liked Link, and now Izzy understood why, but it had been five months since they broke up and she was seeing less and less of the effects that it had on her. It did not mean that she felt any less stupid. He had come in and tossed her world around like it didn't even matter and then left her in pieces.
She was not sure if he cared or not, but it didn't matter to her anymore. Their son was the most important thing in the world to her and there was nothing more that she could do to change that. He would only be there for Mal if he wanted to be. She would not beg, she would not plead. He was not the only parent that Mal had, and she was doing everything in her power to make sure that he had the best like that he could have. That he was given everything that he could possibly want. She was young, and she had a long life before him, and even if it meant being single until her son was grown, then so be it. She was never, ever, going to let someone else into their lives who would treat that way, and Izzy was going to be better, stronger. Her heart was putting itself together again, and she was working more.
She had opened her business and took her son to work with her. She had a support system, she was not alone and she never would feel that way again. Izzy was helping people. She had made the choice, she had made a decision about her life and what she wanted and now she just had to do it. She just had to get up and make herself do it. She would wait for Mal to turn a year old, make sure that he was hitting ever milestone, make sure that she was doing good in business and then she was going back to school. Part time of course, it was going to take a long time to get to where she wanted to be but she was determined for what she wanted.
A stable life, a happy life. For herself, for her son. She would be a better mother, a better daughter, a better friend. That started in one place, the Anthenum. She had to check out some books and she had research to do. She wanted to learn, needed to. Criminology, cryptology, ballistics, they were fascinating and forensics was a good field. Even if she didn't keep the business open she could find a job somewhere with it, she was sure. Carrying her diaper bag on one shoulder she had the baby carrier in the other hand as she walked up and down the aisles, looking for something, anything that jumped out at her.
She was not sure if he cared or not, but it didn't matter to her anymore. Their son was the most important thing in the world to her and there was nothing more that she could do to change that. He would only be there for Mal if he wanted to be. She would not beg, she would not plead. He was not the only parent that Mal had, and she was doing everything in her power to make sure that he had the best like that he could have. That he was given everything that he could possibly want. She was young, and she had a long life before him, and even if it meant being single until her son was grown, then so be it. She was never, ever, going to let someone else into their lives who would treat that way, and Izzy was going to be better, stronger. Her heart was putting itself together again, and she was working more.
She had opened her business and took her son to work with her. She had a support system, she was not alone and she never would feel that way again. Izzy was helping people. She had made the choice, she had made a decision about her life and what she wanted and now she just had to do it. She just had to get up and make herself do it. She would wait for Mal to turn a year old, make sure that he was hitting ever milestone, make sure that she was doing good in business and then she was going back to school. Part time of course, it was going to take a long time to get to where she wanted to be but she was determined for what she wanted.
A stable life, a happy life. For herself, for her son. She would be a better mother, a better daughter, a better friend. That started in one place, the Anthenum. She had to check out some books and she had research to do. She wanted to learn, needed to. Criminology, cryptology, ballistics, they were fascinating and forensics was a good field. Even if she didn't keep the business open she could find a job somewhere with it, she was sure. Carrying her diaper bag on one shoulder she had the baby carrier in the other hand as she walked up and down the aisles, looking for something, anything that jumped out at her.