Post by Deleted on Jun 29, 2019 19:19:18 GMT -5
Hey, hey, hey
Since I'm gonna go to Hell anyway
I'll go out with a bang, bang, bang
Crash and burn it all away
Crash and burn it all away
Saffron was sure that the hardest part of coming back to Coldham, for any reason, was getting dressed for it. The majority of her clothes were not appropriate for tea with her brother. But she did know how to behave. She knew how to dress like the Lady that she was born to be. Did she like that culture? No. Did she respect it in her brother’s home? Yes. Or at least she tried to. Saffron did not wish to push her brother away simply because she believed what Mother taught her more than she believed what he had to say.
She was an adult. She was entitled to her own opinions, and her own choices. But she didn’t want to lose her brother over them. And so, she had always done her best to at least respect that culture when she was here. Did that mean that she was likely to find herself in a bar later, and bring home someone that she could turn upside down in the basement and drain the blood out of? Probably. She could only be a good girl for so long, and yet she continued to try. She continued to do her best by her brother.
And it had been several weeks since she had found the time to come over here for tea. Or at least a time when he hadn’t been busy. He was far busier than she was, and Saffron rather liked that. She was intrigued by the idea of getting a job. But she did not know what it was that her particular brand of talents would make her exceptionally good at. Coming here, it was not in any way her intention to discuss herself though. She wanted the details of her brother’s life. If there was one thing that she abhorred about Jarred’s relationship with Sorrel, it was that her sister seemed to know everything first.
If it would have been Beatrice that knew everything first, she could have dealt with it. But it wasn’t. It was Sorrel. And Sorrel might just have come in second place in a contest of who Saffron’s favorite sister was, even if Beatrice didn’t exist. That might have been harsh… But she truly did not understand her sister. If there was one thing that she did get, it was the desire to please Jarred. But even in that they were dissimilar. Saffron would not give up any part of who she was to please her brother. He could accept her for who she was, or he could turn her out. And so long as they didn’t bring up their religious preferences, they seemed to do just fine.
Catholicism was not Saffron’s idea of a good time. Did she still know the Lord’s Prayer? Yes. And her Hail Mary. And all of it. She had learned the same things that Sorrel had. But she had also read the bible. Cover to cover. There had been plenty of time in her life for such things, and she thought that it was either Exodus 22:18, or perhaps all of Leviticus 20 or Deuteronomy 22 when they blamed a woman for her own rape, and allowed her to be put to death simply for the fact that her husband didn’t like her.
There was far too much wrong with that for her to want anything to do with it. Sorrel could believe all she wanted, but the last thing that Saffron wanted was to be associated with anything like that. How her sister could claim to be a feminist while supporting all of that, she had no idea. She didn’t understand a good majority of it, and she wasn’t about to sit through a lesson on scripture to learn. Still, she was here, and it would have been abysmal of her to not at least tell her sister hello before she left.
She didn’t plan on staying more than a moment, but when she knocked on the door to the chapel, she was remotely curious if her sister’s God was going to send down some sort of jolt down to expel her and her sinful ways from the space. Her mothers, and the Dark Lord would never have believed that she was going into such a place, but it always seemed the best place to find her sister. Not caring whether or not she was praying, or if she even wanted company, she rolled her eyes just a little bit at the kneeling figure before her. “If I touch the Holy Water, is it going to burn me?”
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