Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2018 0:56:30 GMT -5
All Kinds of Kinds
@nella | Outfit
Everyone was busy, and Ireland thought that that was a good thing. She knew that Ares not being Minister anymore was better for Nick, and for LJ, and for everyone, and so she thought that it was probably a good thing that things had changed hands, but she thought that anyone could take one look at this place and realize that they were all busier than they had been for the last year. Things weren't slipping through the cracks anymore. She knew that that was a good thing too. They were going to hopefully get everything back to the caliber that it was supposed to be at, and then they could go from there. Ireland wasn't convinced that things weren't going to go the way that they were supposed to go at all now. She was usually just so wrapped up in the Quidditch side of things that she didn't tend to pay that much attention to the rest of the Ministry. She knew that there were about a million other things going on here on any given day. She had seen the memo come across her desk earlier about the Minister appointing a new headmistress for the school that they were creating for the muggleborns. That was the side of the Ministry that the witch tried to avoid. It was just easier to not be a part of it at all.
She knew that Nick's family was tied up in that side of things. She knew that her boss was one of them. That her uncle had been one of them. But none of those things made Ireland one of them. Was she certain that there were both rights and wrongs on each side of the argument? Yes. Did she think that she was going to be foolish enough to mention any of that at all? Of course not. She knew that she couldn't actually begin to think that she was strong enough to have a voice. Ireland had a different kind of strength in her. And that was something that she was having to learn about herself. She was struggling to find the answers that she was looking for, but she thought that they would find their way to her if she was just patient enough to wait for them. Ireland had perfected the art of patience in the last year. She had been patient, and she had ended up with something that she didn't think could be anything other than the feeling that she was in love in the pit of her stomach. It was just telling him that that was the problem. She knew that she was going to have to try and say it one of these days. She couldn't push it down forever, but something told her that saying it would change everything, and right now, Ireland didn't want to change anything.
Being happy the way that they were was enough for her. There weren't any labels between them, and that worked for them. At least until she went to say that her boyfriend this, or her boyfriend that, and then she realized that she couldn't exactly say that out loud, because they weren't doing the whole labels thing. It was good, and it didn't change what it was that was going on between them, it just made it difficult to talk about him sometimes. Ireland wasn't big on talking about her relationship with anyone that she wasn't particularly close to anyway, but still. They weren't news anymore, but she was certain that there was always the possibility that rumors could start over the littlest things is someone, namely her, wasn't careful enough with what she did, or said. Ireland didn't think that there were any real drawbacks to this set up though, she liked that they hadn't done labels, but that the level of trust was still there. It was nice knowing that they didn't need that to be important to one another. Because he was important to her. She looked up as the line for coffee moved and she put in her order as she contemplated everything that was going on around them. Reaching for the coffee that the barista set down her hand brushed against someone else's reaching for the same thing and Ireland immediately pulled her hand away, not really knowing if the cup she had been reaching for was hers or not. "I'm sorry!"
She knew that Nick's family was tied up in that side of things. She knew that her boss was one of them. That her uncle had been one of them. But none of those things made Ireland one of them. Was she certain that there were both rights and wrongs on each side of the argument? Yes. Did she think that she was going to be foolish enough to mention any of that at all? Of course not. She knew that she couldn't actually begin to think that she was strong enough to have a voice. Ireland had a different kind of strength in her. And that was something that she was having to learn about herself. She was struggling to find the answers that she was looking for, but she thought that they would find their way to her if she was just patient enough to wait for them. Ireland had perfected the art of patience in the last year. She had been patient, and she had ended up with something that she didn't think could be anything other than the feeling that she was in love in the pit of her stomach. It was just telling him that that was the problem. She knew that she was going to have to try and say it one of these days. She couldn't push it down forever, but something told her that saying it would change everything, and right now, Ireland didn't want to change anything.
Being happy the way that they were was enough for her. There weren't any labels between them, and that worked for them. At least until she went to say that her boyfriend this, or her boyfriend that, and then she realized that she couldn't exactly say that out loud, because they weren't doing the whole labels thing. It was good, and it didn't change what it was that was going on between them, it just made it difficult to talk about him sometimes. Ireland wasn't big on talking about her relationship with anyone that she wasn't particularly close to anyway, but still. They weren't news anymore, but she was certain that there was always the possibility that rumors could start over the littlest things is someone, namely her, wasn't careful enough with what she did, or said. Ireland didn't think that there were any real drawbacks to this set up though, she liked that they hadn't done labels, but that the level of trust was still there. It was nice knowing that they didn't need that to be important to one another. Because he was important to her. She looked up as the line for coffee moved and she put in her order as she contemplated everything that was going on around them. Reaching for the coffee that the barista set down her hand brushed against someone else's reaching for the same thing and Ireland immediately pulled her hand away, not really knowing if the cup she had been reaching for was hers or not. "I'm sorry!"