Post by Sasha Violet Augustine on Feb 28, 2019 23:16:43 GMT -5
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[attr="class","clyrics"]Yeah, that's where mine go[break]
That's where mine go
That's where mine go
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[attr="class","cbody"]She was getting infinitely tired of being at Hogwarts. She supposed she should have seen this coming. Even though the announcement that Muggleborns were returning to school had been met with applause throughout the community—some of them, anyway, Sasha had not been all that convinced that it was going to be a good thing. Too much had happened, too much had changed. She couldn’t even imagine going back to school and acting like everything had been okay. Everything was decidedly not okay.
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But she had gone back. Sasha knew that she could have stayed home, but that hadn’t seemed much better. Her parents had just been trying to decide what to do with her. They hadn’t been all that sure how to have a witch as a daughter anyway, let alone one that was now damaged from whatever had happened to her while she was gone. Therapy had been their answer, boarding school had been their answer, so she knew that they had been relieved when she had told them that she was allowed to go back to Hogwarts.
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Sasha hadn’t thought that Devin was going to come back. If she was being perfectly honest, she had thought that he would stay fighting in that club and do whatever he wanted. He had made it perfectly clear to her that he wanted nothing to do with her, and she wanted nothing to do with someone that would treat her like that. She was still an Augustine. That still meant something to her family. It still meant something to her. In theory, at least. He had called her trash, had nearly made her cry—which she never did, and she had walked out of that club decently sure that she was never going to see him again.
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Yet, here he was. Back at Hogwarts. Thankfully, in the year below her still. It would have been far worse if she had to deal with him in classes too. Now, of course, he wanted to give her the time of day. He had been the one that had told her to go back to her old life. She had only listened. Now that she was back at Hogwarts, he wanted to once again get the princess on the wrong side of the tracks. And for what? To shag her, and then break her heart again? She wasn’t an idiot. Despite what he must think, despite what she was sure other people thought, she wasn’t stupid. Not academically, but not otherwise either. She was not going to open herself up for Devin to crush her to pieces all over again. It wasn’t something that should have happened to begin with.
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Now that February was almost at a close, she could look forward to Easter. Was she excited to go back home for a couple of weeks? She honestly didn’t even know. It felt like she didn’t fit anymore no matter where she went. But at least when she was here, she could fake it better. That might have made it a bit preferably honestly. Maybe she would stay here for Easter and take advantage of the school being nearly empty. She didn’t know.
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Most of her night had been spent studying—or pretending to study in the North Wing. Her books were out in front of her on a table, she’d gotten a cup of tea from a house-elf, and she had tipped some rum into it from a flask. Because why not?
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It had been a while since her last sip of the drink and she realized that she needed a bit more, so she took a glance around the room before pulling the flask out of her bag, and opening the stopper to pour some more rum into her mug.
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But she had gone back. Sasha knew that she could have stayed home, but that hadn’t seemed much better. Her parents had just been trying to decide what to do with her. They hadn’t been all that sure how to have a witch as a daughter anyway, let alone one that was now damaged from whatever had happened to her while she was gone. Therapy had been their answer, boarding school had been their answer, so she knew that they had been relieved when she had told them that she was allowed to go back to Hogwarts.
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Sasha hadn’t thought that Devin was going to come back. If she was being perfectly honest, she had thought that he would stay fighting in that club and do whatever he wanted. He had made it perfectly clear to her that he wanted nothing to do with her, and she wanted nothing to do with someone that would treat her like that. She was still an Augustine. That still meant something to her family. It still meant something to her. In theory, at least. He had called her trash, had nearly made her cry—which she never did, and she had walked out of that club decently sure that she was never going to see him again.
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Yet, here he was. Back at Hogwarts. Thankfully, in the year below her still. It would have been far worse if she had to deal with him in classes too. Now, of course, he wanted to give her the time of day. He had been the one that had told her to go back to her old life. She had only listened. Now that she was back at Hogwarts, he wanted to once again get the princess on the wrong side of the tracks. And for what? To shag her, and then break her heart again? She wasn’t an idiot. Despite what he must think, despite what she was sure other people thought, she wasn’t stupid. Not academically, but not otherwise either. She was not going to open herself up for Devin to crush her to pieces all over again. It wasn’t something that should have happened to begin with.
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Now that February was almost at a close, she could look forward to Easter. Was she excited to go back home for a couple of weeks? She honestly didn’t even know. It felt like she didn’t fit anymore no matter where she went. But at least when she was here, she could fake it better. That might have made it a bit preferably honestly. Maybe she would stay here for Easter and take advantage of the school being nearly empty. She didn’t know.
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Most of her night had been spent studying—or pretending to study in the North Wing. Her books were out in front of her on a table, she’d gotten a cup of tea from a house-elf, and she had tipped some rum into it from a flask. Because why not?
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It had been a while since her last sip of the drink and she realized that she needed a bit more, so she took a glance around the room before pulling the flask out of her bag, and opening the stopper to pour some more rum into her mug.
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