Post by Rodolphus Azazel Lestrange on May 8, 2019 19:20:25 GMT -5
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[attr="class","ctopline"]I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
[attr="class","cscriptde"]hate in my heart
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[attr="class","clyrics"]I seen nights full of pain, days are the same[break]
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
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[attr="class","cbody"]The events of the last couple of weeks—longer than that, honestly, were ones that he should have expected. Andromeda was much more suited to Rabastan than she was for him. He had told her a long time ago that he was never going to love her. That he could never love her. It was not an emotion that he was capable of. Once upon a time, it had been. Before Azkaban, before years of solitary confinement had made him into a different kind of man, it might have been possible. He had still not really felt emotions the way the rest of the world did. He didn’t know if he had been born that way or if years of his father’s teachings had made him that way by design.
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But the fact of the matter was that Andromeda was a woman. Despite what she wanted to say about what she did or didn’t need, she was not different from other women. She wanted someone to love her back. When she told him that she loved him, he either didn’t answer or told her that he knew. He would never be able to say those words back to her, and he knew it. She knew it too. Rodolphus had given her an out when she had realized that she was pregnant, and she had not taken it. She had said that she didn’t need a man like Colin Ferguson. A man that would be a good father, that would love her and be more of a husband than he could ever be. It had taken longer than he expected for Andromeda to realize that she did need those things. All along, he had known that they would get here eventually. He knew that Andromeda was not the woman that she was pretending to be.
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He had not thought that she would realize that she needed a man that could love her back, and that man would be his brother, though. That was something that had been more of a surprise. He had seen the way that Rabastan acted around her, he knew his brother well enough to know what that meant. But he had not thought those feelings would be returned. He remembered very clearly when Andromeda had wanted wards in their bedroom so Rabastan couldn’t get in and all of the times when she’d implied that she’d feel more comfortable if Rabastan didn’t live with them at all.
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Yes, he had seen those opinions changing over time. Being out of Azkaban had done well for Rabastan and he knew that his brother was more stable now than he had been in a long time. But it was certainly quite the change to go from being afraid of the thought of him being able to come into the bedroom, to spreading her legs for him. Quite a change indeed.
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He had decided that Roarke could obviously not remain in Andromeda’s care given the current state of things. He was his, and his was Blair’s. With Blair gone, and Andromeda switching brothers, there was no reason for her to have Roarke anymore. Arcturus—fine. The fight to get him from her would be impossible, but Roarke was not biologically hers. He would not stand for a cheating, flighty blood traitor to raise his heir. He had enjoyed how much the thought of losing Roarke had hurt her. He had enjoyed her begging more. In the end, he’d conceded to joint custody. For now, anyway. Maybe the ICW would do him a favor and arrest her. There were too many people who had committed crimes in the United Kingdom to arrest them all—but the Minister that had continued the registration of Muggleborns? Maybe she’d be in chains by the end of their trip here.
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But for now, they would be switching by the week. He had the boys until next Wednesday. That was fine. Sophia had been fired—he was not going to have a nanny in this house that was more loyal to Andromeda than she was to him. Instead, he was going to have Lilith watch them. She had experience with children, with the added benefit of being around to shag her when he wanted to. If she trusted herself to take care of them, then he trusted that.
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Since he’d spoken to Dani earlier this week, she had been on his mind—and so had what she’d told him. The concerns that she and other Death Eaters had, because of the ICW and because of the changes in policy that his wife had made. But currently, his mind was more on the ICW. Their arrival gave them something of an opportunity. Perhaps it was time to stir up some trouble. Carefully, of course, in a way that would not lead back to him specifically. Or at least, not give them any proof. They would all likely know who was responsible. But that was fine.
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It was past dinnertime when he left his study to head into the kitchen. He was certain that Lilith was putting the boys to bed and then she’d likely go back to her flat. But he was quite sure that she’d managed to find time to make something for dinner too. Or at least, she’d thought to tell the house-elves to make something, because the familiar smell of good cooking overwhelmed his senses as he got closer to the kitchen.
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As he had expected, a meal was what he found when he made it into the room. Setting the plate down at the island, he poured himself a drink before sitting down. After a quick break from work, his focus could go right back to his plans for the ICW.
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But the fact of the matter was that Andromeda was a woman. Despite what she wanted to say about what she did or didn’t need, she was not different from other women. She wanted someone to love her back. When she told him that she loved him, he either didn’t answer or told her that he knew. He would never be able to say those words back to her, and he knew it. She knew it too. Rodolphus had given her an out when she had realized that she was pregnant, and she had not taken it. She had said that she didn’t need a man like Colin Ferguson. A man that would be a good father, that would love her and be more of a husband than he could ever be. It had taken longer than he expected for Andromeda to realize that she did need those things. All along, he had known that they would get here eventually. He knew that Andromeda was not the woman that she was pretending to be.
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He had not thought that she would realize that she needed a man that could love her back, and that man would be his brother, though. That was something that had been more of a surprise. He had seen the way that Rabastan acted around her, he knew his brother well enough to know what that meant. But he had not thought those feelings would be returned. He remembered very clearly when Andromeda had wanted wards in their bedroom so Rabastan couldn’t get in and all of the times when she’d implied that she’d feel more comfortable if Rabastan didn’t live with them at all.
[break][break]
Yes, he had seen those opinions changing over time. Being out of Azkaban had done well for Rabastan and he knew that his brother was more stable now than he had been in a long time. But it was certainly quite the change to go from being afraid of the thought of him being able to come into the bedroom, to spreading her legs for him. Quite a change indeed.
[break][break]
He had decided that Roarke could obviously not remain in Andromeda’s care given the current state of things. He was his, and his was Blair’s. With Blair gone, and Andromeda switching brothers, there was no reason for her to have Roarke anymore. Arcturus—fine. The fight to get him from her would be impossible, but Roarke was not biologically hers. He would not stand for a cheating, flighty blood traitor to raise his heir. He had enjoyed how much the thought of losing Roarke had hurt her. He had enjoyed her begging more. In the end, he’d conceded to joint custody. For now, anyway. Maybe the ICW would do him a favor and arrest her. There were too many people who had committed crimes in the United Kingdom to arrest them all—but the Minister that had continued the registration of Muggleborns? Maybe she’d be in chains by the end of their trip here.
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But for now, they would be switching by the week. He had the boys until next Wednesday. That was fine. Sophia had been fired—he was not going to have a nanny in this house that was more loyal to Andromeda than she was to him. Instead, he was going to have Lilith watch them. She had experience with children, with the added benefit of being around to shag her when he wanted to. If she trusted herself to take care of them, then he trusted that.
[break][break]
Since he’d spoken to Dani earlier this week, she had been on his mind—and so had what she’d told him. The concerns that she and other Death Eaters had, because of the ICW and because of the changes in policy that his wife had made. But currently, his mind was more on the ICW. Their arrival gave them something of an opportunity. Perhaps it was time to stir up some trouble. Carefully, of course, in a way that would not lead back to him specifically. Or at least, not give them any proof. They would all likely know who was responsible. But that was fine.
[break][break]
It was past dinnertime when he left his study to head into the kitchen. He was certain that Lilith was putting the boys to bed and then she’d likely go back to her flat. But he was quite sure that she’d managed to find time to make something for dinner too. Or at least, she’d thought to tell the house-elves to make something, because the familiar smell of good cooking overwhelmed his senses as he got closer to the kitchen.
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As he had expected, a meal was what he found when he made it into the room. Setting the plate down at the island, he poured himself a drink before sitting down. After a quick break from work, his focus could go right back to his plans for the ICW.
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[attr="class","cnotes"]956 ● @ brother ● outfit
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